Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Dom/me's and i

i used to think that i needed a man to be the primarily dominant person in my life.. but lately i dont think so.. the situation with the two of You is such that every part of me is satisfied.. the part of me that likes women, the part that likes to be dominated.. thats where you come it :) i know that he will not be dominant to me often, maybe never, but i hope he understands that i will be submissive to him most of the time.. its just who i am, im submissive to everyone.. and then there's the part of me that sort of still wants a "normal" relationship and he satisfies that aspect of things.. and You both satisfy the part of me that is affection starved.. i dont want to get my hopes up, but i have very good feelings, going into this.. :)

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Bad girl

The sun shinning through the window, it is still very early and waking up I feel Their naked bodys pressed against mine.I smile silently remembering the late night early morning thrills and happiness We spent together.I still feel the moisture from that special time It was nice remembering. I smile and snuggle down under the covers.
Master presses Himself against me, He moans softly and I wait as I hear his breathing tell me that he was back fast asleep again.I sigh comfortably in his arms. I slowly begin to slip away from them quietly, not wanting to wake them, to go take a shower.Master rolls over as if reaching for me but, Mistress stays asleep. I wait a moment then reach and pick up my towel and head to the bathroom for my shower.I feel all warm and still very hot and wet, remembering the events from last night, still wanting Them very much so. I'm secretly hoping that after my shower they will be easy to wake so I can have more of the wonderful things They do to me.Even though they are such sweet thoughts I began to feel more then just warm from them. I tried to fight it as I hung my towel and turned the water on.I slipped into the shower and began moaning softly from the comfort of the hot shower. I reach up and wash my hair and face.I reached for the soap and begin bathing rubbing the bar of soap all over. As I wash my nipples they began getting hard and I moaned slightly trying to resist the thoughts that were now flooding my mind.I ran the soap over my stomach and then down between my legs. I am so hot there and I rub the soap longer then I should. Then reached up and ran my free hand across both erect nipples.I tugged a little on one then the other moaning softly as I also rub my now hard clit with the soap. I try even harder to resist knowing the rules of the not touching without permission.They are very good to me, fair and gentle but that is one rule they seem to enforce more then any other.My body is Theirs to do with as They please and is not to be touched by anyone, not even me, without permission.As hard as I try I can not resist and I rub my clit even more. I raise my leg and place it on the side of the tub. I pinch and tug on my nipple as I continue to rub and pull on my clit that is now throbbing.I want to cum so bad; I feel that warm tingle all over. I stop and try to catch my breath realizing how close I had gotten.Not only was i was breaking the no touching rule but I was only moments away from Cumming without permission as well.I rinsed my face and ran my fingers through my wet hair trying to regain my composure. Wanting to try and relax I laid down in the tub with the shower still on.The hot water still feels very good. I was trying to relax but all I wanted was more. I reached and began rubbing my hand across my nipples tugging and pinching again.I then lay down completely in the tub and spread my legs very wide letting the shower hit me. "Ohm it feels so good."I reach down and spread my lips even wider and rub my clit hard and fast then spread and let the water hit it.It didn't take long and sure enough I was Cumming.I suddenly realized what I did and as good as it feels even still, I know if I had been caught it would have been really bad.I stood up and begin washing again hoping to wash away any evidence of my recent play time.Still throbbing and feeling good I couldn't help but close my legs tight around my hand and squeeze and let out a little moan.I rubbed a little more with the soap. I tried turning the water to more cold to try and cool down and recover faster.After a few moments I turned the water off, opened the sliding door and reached for the towel. As I stepped out of the shower I nearly jumped out of my skin because Mistress was standing right in the doorway.My first thoughts were to begin immediately trying to confess and beg for forgiveness but my fear helped me not do that.Maybe She didn't see anything. Maybe She just woke up and just opened the door. I know this would have made Her so angry that surely She wouldn't have let me go on. Would She?She walked behind me and took the towel and slowly began drying me off. She rested the towel on my shoulders and stepped to the vanity door and picked up the brush and began brushing my hair back.She leaned down and while pulling my hair away She kisses my neck and sniffs me and tells me, "Mmmmmmm My little pet you smell good, all clean now?""Yes Ma'am." My heart is pounding wondering just what did She see if anything at all.In my mind I'm tossing with all these feelings and emotions, did She see me? If She didn't don't I need to confess?What if She did see some and is just giving me the chance to confess. In hopes of a clue to all my questions I ask…"Did I wake you? I tried to be very quiet so you could get your rest.""No you didn't wake me. Not with noise or anything but I was missing your warm body and came looking for you. I was pleased to hear the shower running. I was pleased thinking about what I could do to and with a fresh clean little pet that belongs all to me."I smile even though I do not think my questions were answered. Then suddenly my answer came."You do belong only to me right my little pet?"I began feeling queasy in my stomach and weak at the knees. She was kissing my neck and started running Her hand down my back, to my ass.I moaned and leaned back against Her and answered obediently."Yes Mistress, all of me is all yours and Masters.""Very good answer my pet."She squeezed my right cheek really hard and said, "I know what you just said my little pet but there seems to be a little problem somewhere.Because when I first came to that door my eyes were showing me that someone was touching and playing with all of you that is all mine."I nearly fainted under the sound of Her voice. Even though I have no idea how much She saw, She obviously has seen something that has Her not happy with me.I wasn't sure exactly what to say because I still have no idea what all She saw.My luck if I open my mouth I will be confessing a lot more then She saw. I know confession is good but I also know by the tone in Her voice that I am already in a lot of trouble. Logically speaking I'm sure whatever happens from this point on will be enough to cover all that I did anyway.I went to turn and say how sorry I was and begin to beg for forgiveness when She placed Her finger across my lips and shushed me.I quickly hushed.She reached inside of my towel and pinched my left nipple and told me to go get on our sofa in the bedroom and to sit until She and Master gets there.I lowered my head and said, "Yes Ma'am."I walked in the room wrapping the towel completely around me, my stomach in knots, my heart pounding. Looking up, i see the look on Mistress' face.. She knows.I was fussing at myself in my mind... How stupid that was… why couldn't I wait. Ugg!As I sat on the sofa I could hear Master in our closet. Though in a lot of cases that would be a good sound, there are not only clothes in that closet there are also paddles, crops, cane, and more.He came back to our room and sat next to me on my left side, while Mistress stood in front of me.I hung my head as he sat next to me.He placed the bag down on the floor at his feet and opened it and began digging looking for the tool or toy of his choice.I just kept my head hanging. I saw him pull the crop and the cane and purple toy as well as the large paddle out.
Mistress told me to kneel facing the back of the couch, leaning over the back. i did as i was told.He began speaking to me. "We are very unhappy with you pet.""Yes Sir, Ma'am."I didn't know if I should begin my begging now or would it just make it worse.He took me by my arm and pulled me and said, "Lay across my lap."I do as I am told, Mistress sits next to Him and i lay my head in Her lapHe raises the towel up and suddenly without any warning or talking he hit me really hard with the large paddle.I yelp, and he hits me again even harder 2 more times. He lays the paddle down and begins to rub my stinging cheeks.I try to hold back the tears. I think the not knowing what They are thinking or what They are going to do is the worse part. My not knowing is killing me.Master takes my arm and tells me to get up and he has me standing in front of him.He begins talking to me."pet, We try to be easy on you because you have to deal with so much and We think We are pretty fair in the rules We have set.""Yes Sir, very fair" *Sniffle*"Well, I am not going to ask why you did what Mistress caught you doing because I already know and I also do not want to hear you beg Us for forgiveness.Then you would have the chance to try and soften Us with all the reasons of you wanting Us being the excuse why you did this.""Yes Sir.""Go get on the bed, on your back with no towel.""Yes Sir."I walked over to the bed and dropped the towel and he stood up and told me to pick it up and lay it on the bed, I did as he told me in a hurry.I was now lying on the towel in the middle of the bed on my backHe laid all the toys and the bag on the end of the bed. He reached in and pulled out the spreader bar.
He began talking to me again."I want you to pull your legs up and place this bar behind your knees and keep your legs bent and holding this bar in place with your legs open and up at all times understood?""Yes Sir."As I did as I was told I became very open and exposed for Them. Both of my openings were right before Them.He reached in the bag and grabbed the ropes and then tied my hands to the bar.No matter what happens to me or how much I wiggle and squirm, my legs will stay up and open.It also keeps them from interfering with what ever They have planned to do with what is all of Theirs.He petted my wet opening with his open hand."Yes all Ours."
He crawls onto the bed behind me, lifting my head, and resting it in His lap.He reached down and placed both of my breasts out from under my arms that were reaching down because my hands were tied to the bar.Because they are so big and my arms were close together they now are pressed together and my nipples are standing straight out to him.He pushes both of my nipples together and sucks and licks them and moans."Yes all Ours."I look behind me and notice he is as hot as I have been and there is an apparent hardness showing through his boxers.He noticed me looking and grabs it and stokes it through his shorts."Yes my pet it is hard, I get very excited when all that is Ours is laid out before Us.""Would you like some of this my bad little pet?"i nod slowly, watching Him stroke it intently, when i feel Mistress slide a toy over my slick cuntShe moves back and smacks my hardened clit with her hand and smiles as I moan out loudly."Yes Master, I want to cum for you and feel you inside of me filling me up."Mistress reaches down and then grabs my clit in her two fingers and begins pinching it and tugging on it.While tugging on it Master then reaches down and pinches both of my nipples.In total pleasure I think to myself there is no way They could have possibly seen all that I did or even most of what I was doing.Because They would not be letting me go through this if She had. It feels too good.I moan loudly and begin to lift my butt off the bed to attempt to try and get closer to her.She smacks my outer thigh really hard and tells me to stay still.Just to tease me she spreads me wide then slips the toy deep inside of me and grinds it hard against me. I feel something warm on my face, looking to see its Masters cock, inches from my face, i lean, trying to suck the head into my mouth, but he pulls away, teasing me"Feel good my pet?""Ohh God yes Mistress yes! Ohm more please ohhmm, pump it deep inside of me hard."She draws out and does so very fast. I moan out as if in deep pain."You have been a bad little girl; I do not think you deserve to have Master inside of you. I think you need to be punished. We can not let this go. We will not let this go."She slides back down off the bed. She smacks my wetness again really hard with her hand.Master reaches down and rolls my nipples under his palm.He begins pinching my hard nipples in his fingers. He tugs, pulls and pinches them both at the same time.Mistress reaches for me and runs Her fingers between my folds and massages my clit as Master leans down and sucks and licks my nipples, one then the other."MMMM yes all Ours"She goes to where my clit is with Her face spreads me open and begins licking my clit then nibbling on it. "MMMM yes all ours"I so want to cum right now all over her face. I try not to but I lift up off the bed a little wanting more of her mouth on me.
She raises her hand and smacks my lips really hard."I said stay still."Feeling the stinging I say, "Yes Ma'am, i'm sorry."She gets the purple toy and turns it on and rubs it up and down my lips. Then she inserts it into me stroking it a few times with my wet opening.I can't help but moan and to tighten around it. She removes it and turns it off and lays it on the bed. Then she gets the burgundy cane out."My pet you know We Love you very much but this is the lifestyle you wanted as much as myself, and Your Master, and you agreed to following the rules.We wrote the rules together and you know We have been what We think is very reasonable. You also know that of all the rules there are two that kind of go hand in hand that displease Us more then anything and hold the more severe of the punishment, is that right?""Yes Ma'am.""So there won't be any hard feelings when you are punished for playing with the soap and the water in the shower and Cumming without permission?"My heart sank, She seen not only some of it but ALL of it! I must have suddenly become very flushed because she noticed."Yes my pet, I saw it all.I sensed you were not in bed and I wanted to have my pet and came looking for you so that I could.What do I find, my pet caressing herself with a bar of soap and her hands roaming all over.Pinching my pet's nipples and spreading my pet's lips so that the water can make her cum and all without my permission."I began to run on now wanting to beg for forgiveness. "I'm sorry Mistress, Master, I won't ever do it again, I was just cleaning and it just kind of happen and I was thinking of you…"She shushed me again.As she shushed me she reached up and pinched my nipples, one and then the other."I do not want to hear "I'm sorry" my pet, you will be punished and it better not happen again.""Yes Ma'am.""Now that's enough talking."She grabs the cane again and brings it up and down on the bed a couple of times and flicks it in the air.I close my eyes as I hear it swoosh in the air. She then raises the cane and brings it down across my legs, thighs and lips not stopping se brings the cane down across my opening and butt time after time.Ohh the stinging!
i cry out, and Master uses the oppertunity to place His hardened cock in my mouth, keeping me quietMistress Massages me and slides her finger in and out of my wet red lips.Master reaches down and starts pinching my nipples with one hand, and my nose for a few seconds, with the other hand Mistress begins smacking my lips hard with the crop
She smacks my lips harder and harder. The stinging is nearly unbearable. I feel the tears flowing freely from the cane.She doesn't stop, she brings the crop down on my open wetness harder and harder.
i suck Masters cock, badly needing air, he lets go of my nose and i take a big gasp of air, his cock still deep in my mouth After like 20 licks she stops then spreads me open and rubs my clit then leans in to lick it and suck on it."MMMM yes all Ours"She picks the cane up and begins swooshing it back down on me up and down my thighs and butt and lips.She likes and admires the red lines and swelling marks of the cane and begins to speak to me as she stops 10 or 15 licks later."I love to see you all open to Us but I hate that it has to be a punishment for you, pet.""Will you be touching, rubbing and exposing for the water; pet's little clit to pleasure yourself without Our permission again?"Through the tears I sniffle, "No not ever again." *Sniffle* "I'm sorry Mistress.. Master."She climbs back on the bed and begins to lick my thighs and butt, licking from the back all the way up to the front and open my lips and begins sucking on my clit."Master going to take you pet and you are not to cum do you understand?""Yes Ma'am""If you cum, and you know We will know, then you will get 50 licks on your clit with the crop and I do not mean pleasure hits. Is that clear pet?""Yes Mistress, I understand, all of me is all yours and you will be having me for your pleasure.""That's right pet. Good girl."Master and Mistress trade places. master lies down on his belly and opens me as wide as he can, while Mistress places my head in her lapMaster licks, sucks and pinches my clit and slips a finger in then, two then, three.He pounds me and then pulls them out as he feels me tighten around them.He licks and sucks even more. He nibbles hard on my swollen clit and moans deeply against it.He gets up on his knees and places his hardness against me.While spreading me wide open he slips inside of me pushing very slowly then suddenly thrusting fast and deep while Mistress reaches down to pinch my nipples.Then grabbing the bar between my knees grinding his pelvic deep and hard against mine he thrust even harder.I moan deeply and loudly wanting so much to cum but knowing I better not. He moans and moans as he pumps harder and harder.He keeps pumping and then his strokes slow as he pushes harder and deeper and his warmth fills me."Ohhh My wonderful pet, All Ours""Ohh Master, Ohh please let me cum, you feel so good inside of me, I want to please you and cum all over you and squeeze you so very tight inside of me."As painful as it is even for him, he withdrew out of me."NO! My pet, it's all Ours. Besides you had yours already this morning."He was reaching to take the ropes off then said, "No I think I will leave you this way a little longer."He turns the purple toy on and opened my lips and lays the toy against my clit then slid it up and down.I'm wiggling on the bed wanting so much to cum for Them."Master, Mistress, Please let me cum for you."He reached in the bag and grabbed two more toys. He got a smaller toy and slid it up and down in my wetness and got it all wet and slowly slipped it inside of my ass hole.I moaned not caring just wanting to cum, I am so hot I can hardly stand it. After inserting the smaller toy he turned it on low. I moan deeply, turning my head from side to side, i inhale deeply, noticing Mistress's arousalThen he reached up and placed the purple toy against my clit again, i moan and whimper, trying very hard to keep stillMistress placed clothes pins on each nipple as Master massaged my clit.
He turned the purple toy up and slides it up and down and press the top hard against my clit.I begin to shiver trying so hard to maintain my composure and can't help but moan and beg."Please Master, Ohhmmm Please Master let me cum.""NO my pet!"He begins sliding the toy in and out of me. Then he leaves the toy inside of me and starts sliding them both in and out.Then letting them stay inside of me.He begins to pop the back and sides of my thighs with the crop. The pleasure of the pain and stimulation of the vibrators had me nearly not even on this plane in my mind.Mistress reaches down and takes one clothes pin off and then the other.I squealed out in pain. She leanes down and licks my nipples.Master took the purple toy out. He leaned in and just before he started licking me he whispered, "Do not cum until I say so my pet, do you understand?""Ohhmm uhh Yessss Sir Master... Yessss Sir.""Are you ever going to play or cum without our permission baby girl?""Noo ummm Noooo Master... Neeverr."He slides my lips open with one hand and begins licking. He simultaneously starts sliding the smaller toy in and out slowly. He licked slowly and presses hard against my clit with his tongue.I begin to wiggle and Mistress looks down at me."Be still my pet"I just moan and groan deeply wanting only for them to devour me."When I begin licking you again my pet you can cum as soon as you want, understand my pet?""Ohh thank you Masterrr ohumm yess Sir, thank you."He slides the smaller toy out completely and then lay flat on his stomach.He spreads me wide and flicked my clit with his tongue and made me jump and twitch.Mistress again, starts rubbing my nipples. As she rubs and tugs on my nipples she turns my head, and tells me to make her cumIt doesn't take long for the tingle to run through out my whole body and I shudder and groan out very loudly as i lick and tug on Mistress clit with my tongue and lips, trying so very hard to make her cum before i do. I shudder and moan and groan loudly as my senses are attacked, i feel the orgasm building and building, i lick and suck faster and faster, tasting Mistress' sweetness.
Misstress orders me to cum, and my thighs tremble with relief, Master sucks on my clit, as i suck on Mistress', i cum hard, moaning loudly, crying out, i feel Her hand in my hair, holding her tight against her pussy, i feel it spasm, and taste her sweet cum"Thaaaaank you Mistress, Master! Ohhmm God, I love you both so much."I feel dizzy and weak and as if I am floating. I'm moaning and trying to catch my breath.Master slowly gets up and begins taking my hands and legs loose.He allows me to curl up and then he lies next to me and Mistress crawls in behind me, they hold me close."We love you too our beautiful lovely pet."All I can do is moan and whimper as they hold me until I drift back off to sleep a very content, corrected, satisfied, owned pet.