takin it slow

all i wanted to do after work was drive straight back. even last night i didnt want to drive home and crawl into bed alone. but i know i cant have everything right away, even if i think i want it.. i know its better to think things through and go slowly. ive always been one to wear my heart on my sleeve and jump in feet first with my eyes closed. and it hasnt taken me to very good places.. but now my eyes are wide open, i like where ive been taken, and even though i still wanna jump all the way in, i know good things come to those who wait. i know it will be worth the wait. im off to go practice! hehe