it must have been love, but its over now

the weekend is split down the middle pretty much as far as good/bad goes. saturday, C and i went to the Bodies Exhibit in seattle and it was super fun and interesting, we did tons of walking.. we walked from the ferry to the museum, from the museum to broadway, to a couple of cool sex shops that i knew of, from broadway to pike place market, and from the market back down to the ferry.. we got flowers for easter, and C got me a Fairy figurine =D we talked a lot on the ferry ride back into town.. we got back and went to Wal-mart for the weekly shoping and got back home and watched a movie and went to bed.. sunday i got up and went back to my neck of the woods because my dad wanted me to go to church on easter, so i said hi to some people and drove all the way back to C and L's to find out that plans had changed.. and shit just kinda hit the fan.. there's a lot of things that need to be worked out, and i really really hope that we can work them out.. i care so much about both of them, and im past the point where i can get out of this relationship without being hurt.. i dont want to be without either of them..