i never knew what that thing down there was used for

life is a balancing act. and right now i feel like i am doing a piss poor job of balancing. i feel like im going to collapse under it all. i feel like everyone wants to demand everything of me.. so i work my ass off, doing my best.. but i never get a "good job, thank you, thats great, andrea" i just get asked for more.. or bitched at. and this is from everyone.. i am not someone who does anything half way. anyone who knows me will tell you that.