performance test II

"i will perform all duties and services without question. Instructions will be carried out immediately."

people submit differently. submit means to give over or yield to the power or authority of another. if submission is something that can only be given freely, why would someone not do what their told? i have no excuese. even if i did, nothing would be valid. when Miss Frans asks me to do something, i am to do it. i submit because its a part of me. i started learning about BDSM when i was about 16. i dont think i could be happy in a relationship without it. thats why my situation with Miss Fran and Mr. Hubby. i get the submissive part of me fulfilled, but i get the "normal" part fulfilled too.

Miss Fran and i belong to a yahoo group that is for BDSM newcommers. i have learned a lot from the group. yestesterday a question was posted to the group. sub/slaves/pets.. what is your favorite form of service? i have two. we dont get a lot of chances to scene. now that i think about this, it may not be considered a service. we might scene once a week. i know She loves getting into our formal roles. and i do too. my other favorite form of service is house chores. i love doing things like doing Her laundry, cooking Her dinner, making Her bed, taking the dogs out for Her. it makes Her life easier, especially after the things i put Her through. its the least i can do.

we talked last night about solutions to the current situation. and we agreed that She needs to be more assertive. things are changing. and im going to do my best to do everything She asks of me. in a quick and efficent manner, to the best of my ability, and the way She wants it done. i am on a shorter leash now, so to say. hehe. i have to report and ask permission for just about everything i do. i think it will help me stay it a submissive space. i have two job interviews set up for the next week. as soon as i move in i know that will also help things a lot.